I must write quickly, before interruptions scuttle through my open door like dry leaves on a breeze.
Stephen King says, in On Writing, to write with the door closed, in some sort of sanctified space, a basement or attic or laundry room – anywhere with a good solid door.
Don’t people knock on his door and interrupt him?
Even that brief exchange belabors the interruption, in my opinion. The interruptor may as well just waltz on in and get it over with. My door is almost always open.
King’s advice is sound, though. If writing is an act of honesty, an expression of my inner self, said inner self can be hard to settle into amid the hustle and bustle of a household.
It is ironic, though, that when I truly make time and space for myself, it’s hard to just “be.” If I could write whatever I wanted to write, what would I say?
It’s often easier to write around things, to react. Maybe that’s the real reason I keep the door open. Not because I believe the interruptions are inevitable, but because I want an excuse not to get down to the real business of writing. The self-discovery. That kind of inner work can be uncomfortable at times.
I try, however. In lieu of closing the door, I work late at night and early in the morning. When people and animals are sleeping, there are no more excuses. And in the dark and half-light, the deeper part of me, which I sometimes avoid during the day, feels more accessible. I can set aside the necessary posturing of my outer existence, the one where I use all my energy to interact with the world. The jumble subsides and I quiet myself in these times. I can get in touch with what I’m thinking and feeling. I can say what I want to say.
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